lesandra | [2] Character Study (open)

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Playing favourites

It depends on the situation.

I'll go to each of the guys and Abs depending on what I'm in need or want of at that moment. I'll go to Alex or Ricky if I need someone to make me laugh. I'll go to Don or Austin if I just need a hug. I'll go to Scott or Blake if I need to get out of the house and do something fun to get my mind off of whatever is hanging back there like an annoying fly.

Abs is my sister from another mister. If I need someone to talk to about girl things and talk movies or how hard it is to be a girl around a group of guys, I definitely go to her. She gets it. She's also my baking partner and we always come up with something to make.

It goes without saying that I'd be there for them too if they need it.

Alex has come to me for a hug or to make him laugh when he needs it. If Don needs to work out a problem and Ricky isn't getting it, he'll come to me and just talk it out.

But that's for those I trust with my feelings.

At the races, I will definitely pick favorites. I don't trust easily and am willing to talk cars, racing or superficial things with those I know there. There are only a few outside of my circle that I'm more open with - Keith, Adam and Adam's wife Maria. They know if I'm on the outs with one of the guys because they did something dumb or I did something irrational.

And they're always up for a race, which is nice.

So yeah, I'm not ashamed to say that I definitely pick favorites. It's my self defense mechanism.